...im over blogging. lol.

i am. its whatever. im more addicted to youtube now. lol. so...go watch. retroxkid89

...this song sums it all up.

Just A Thought - Gnarls Barkley Mp3

All I want is your understanding

As in the small act of affection
"Why is this my life?"
Is almost everybody's question

And I've tried, everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

I preferred peace
Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession
But essentially I'm an animal
So just what do I do, with all the aggression?

Well, I've tried, everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

Life is a one way street, ain't it?
If you could paint it, I'd chalk myself going in the right direction
So I go all the way, like I really really know
But the truth is, I'm only guessing

And I've tried, everything but suicide
Ohh, but it's crossed my mind,

just a thought

It's even dark in the daytime
It's not just good, it's great depression
When I was lost I even found myself
Looking in the gun's direction

And so I've tried, everything but suicide
But yes, it's crossed my mind,

But, I'm fine

...i dont believe this shxt for one minute. lol.

it just dont add up to me. where da eff is amber rose? and i thought that rihanna wasnt gon date for a while? and if she was, why kanye? hmm...whatev.:p

...i aint havin it.

okay so, here's the dope: Just because I'm single, doesn't mean I'm desperate. There are just some things that I won't do for a relationship. For instance: I will NOT have someone take me for what's on the inside and simply TOLERATE what's on the outside. Cuz, I know for a fact that that's not love. Either you want ALL of me...or you don't want me at all. I want a guy that's not afraid to show me off. If you think you wanna be with me but you're worried about how we'll look together or what people will say if they see you with me, then you're obviously not the one for me. I simply can't go for that. I want a guy that's not afraid to be with his friends and see me across the room and tell them "yeah...that's my girl. she's the one. " as opposed to, "oh...um...yeah that girl...i guess she's pretty cool..." Eff that. The point is, it doesn't matter how hot you are or how dope your personality is. If you're ashamed of me, then you simply don't got what i need. Period. It's like that. && that's the way it is. So the next time somebody wants to start a relationship with me, they better let that "ashamed" shxt go. Cuz Brandi Marie ain't havin it. Peace.

♥brandixmarie.™

...i want a boyfriend.

&& im admitting it here. i mean, its not like it matters. nobody's gonna see this. lol. but anyway, i just feel like every girl...or guy...in the world has one but me. either they have one already, or their like a couple days away from having one. i mean every other girl got one...why not me? who in the right mind wouldn't want me to be the charm on their arm? i dont get it. part of me just thinks it's becuz i pack a little more baggage than other girls...but thats no excuse. i dunno how the world sees me, but when i see me i see a young, hot, confident, gorgeous, sexy,BEAUTIFUL, black woman who just happens to be a plus size. i dont see anything wrong with it. if the problem is that they're afraid of what ima look like naked, than thats no problem. i dont plan on takin my clothes off for ANY man except for my doctor, aight? so i dunno. the world sees what it wants to see, but all i see in me is beauty. inside and out. and im not gonna change who i am for anybody. so basically...i want a boyfriend. a boyfriend that's gonna want all of me. i wont settle for less. and if there isnt a guy out there thats willing to want [not settle...WANT] every single bit of me...then i have no problem remaining single. aight, mookie? aiight?! peacers. :]

♥brandixmarie.™

...it's a new year. :]

So...happy new year yo. I haven't really written anything since last year. lol. I dont even know why im writing this cuz i dont have any followers...lol. but whatever. this blogging thing is still a good way to get shxt off of ur breasts. neways, i guess i rang in the new year in a pretty good way. nothing big. but still satisfactory. im really lookin forward to acheivin goals and all dat good shxt. lol. anyways...bye. be safe. dont drink and drive...and...peace.

♥brandixmarie.™

...It's New Years Eve

So, since it's New Years Eve...I'm feeling all...nostalgic. Well, i dont even know what that means, but...I'm reminiscing about the past and looking forward to the future. woop woop! Anyways...i took my weave out and for some reason i feel so liberated. lol. I guess its cuz i don't have to worry about the constant itching and wrapping my hair anymore. lol. Back to my short hair. && i dont even care. haha. anyways...yeah. i dont even know why im writing this cuz i dont have any followers. lol. peace. ill write again next year. :]

♥brandixmarie.™