...i want a boyfriend.

&& im admitting it here. i mean, its not like it matters. nobody's gonna see this. lol. but anyway, i just feel like every girl...or guy...in the world has one but me. either they have one already, or their like a couple days away from having one. i mean every other girl got one...why not me? who in the right mind wouldn't want me to be the charm on their arm? i dont get it. part of me just thinks it's becuz i pack a little more baggage than other girls...but thats no excuse. i dunno how the world sees me, but when i see me i see a young, hot, confident, gorgeous, sexy,BEAUTIFUL, black woman who just happens to be a plus size. i dont see anything wrong with it. if the problem is that they're afraid of what ima look like naked, than thats no problem. i dont plan on takin my clothes off for ANY man except for my doctor, aight? so i dunno. the world sees what it wants to see, but all i see in me is beauty. inside and out. and im not gonna change who i am for anybody. so basically...i want a boyfriend. a boyfriend that's gonna want all of me. i wont settle for less. and if there isnt a guy out there thats willing to want [not settle...WANT] every single bit of me...then i have no problem remaining single. aight, mookie? aiight?! peacers. :]

♥brandixmarie.™