...this song sums it all up.

Just A Thought - Gnarls Barkley Mp3

All I want is your understanding

As in the small act of affection
"Why is this my life?"
Is almost everybody's question

And I've tried, everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

I preferred peace
Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession
But essentially I'm an animal
So just what do I do, with all the aggression?

Well, I've tried, everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

Life is a one way street, ain't it?
If you could paint it, I'd chalk myself going in the right direction
So I go all the way, like I really really know
But the truth is, I'm only guessing

And I've tried, everything but suicide
Ohh, but it's crossed my mind,

just a thought

It's even dark in the daytime
It's not just good, it's great depression
When I was lost I even found myself
Looking in the gun's direction

And so I've tried, everything but suicide
But yes, it's crossed my mind,

But, I'm fine